I find women PMS really scary. I should know because, despite my inner protest at my sexuality, mine was in full swing since Saturday. I pity my family. They're on the receiving ends of my deadly glares, pent up anger and malevolent vibes.
It was a different story though, when I went to school. My poor classmates. They got it. They saw the worst of me. When I realized I wasn't notified of Math CA, I went on a rage, like a red flag flashed in front of a bull...but worst. Hey, I'm a female too. An enraged, female bull.
My sister once said I'd make a very good teacher. Discounting facts that I'm not the least patient with kids, my glares are able to penetrate through anything. "Your glares are so severe, it sizzles! You'd frighten every kid into listening!"
I didn't quite think it was a compliment but I kept my mouth shut anyway.
I pity CJ sometimes, despite my intense hatred for the school, they're on the receiving ends of Rain's random shots of glares and malicious vibes. Today was the worst. Everyone saw a very, very dark side of me which basically comprise of Rain glaring from all corners, emitting very deadly vibes of hostility and anger, and a very ugly scowl.
I wore that ugly look on my face during assembly and some random and unfortunate girl received one of my glares. She stared at me, with a half startled and half frightened expression, as though trying to figure if I was a lurking vengeful ghost from the school's past, and quickly turned away.
"Next time, try shutting your eyes when you're angry." said my sister when I had confided in her in today's very unfortunate happenings, "You'd make instant enemies with that look of yours!"
I blame it on PMS (and stress!).
I'd say this again, I pity the people around me. (I'd be scared of myself too!)